Allah loves me a lot...

I don't know whether u guys notice it or not but as for me i have find some events and situations that somehow i know Allah has helped me and He loves me a lot...Alhamdulillah..

1. as for JYJ showcase..He finally let me go to the event..ya know what..it's a miracle..i thought i couldn't go for some reason but He made another reason till i can go to the showcase..it's complicated to be explained here..*and as for this i've promised to fast in a day as a repay..we call it as a 'puasa nazar'..=D

2. He made me born in this beautiful family..i'm so grateful having Abd Rahim n Sarah Rauf as my parents and Mohd Khairi, Khairiyah, Nur Amirah n Nur Aisyah as my siblings and others for my relatives.my family is not from a rich one but we live in modesty..my mom said..always be grateful coz we are living this way..there's a reason why..Allah may not gives us rich in terms of money and assets but He gaves us other things to be treasured..^^

3. He knows i love kpop too much so He made me not being so fond in buying other things..if not i guess my money will be drained and wasted..haha..

4. He made me not-so-pretty-girl maybe coz He knows that if let say i'm categorized among the pretty ones..i will be so proud and never be down-to-earth-girl or girl-next-door-like..so, am grateful for being like this..and i think by being this way..i can learn more about other people..^^

5. Allah answered almost to all my prayers..Alhamdulillah..what i've always wanted..i will get..it's not on the spot but yeah..some of them will take time..^^

6. in terms of friends..i've experienced so many times..hurm..how i'm going to say this ya..ok..here's an example..i saw a girl/guy and on that time in my mind will be thinking like "i'm going to make friend with him/her one day" and seriously they are my friends now..including my crush..*sshh, he doesn't know that i like him*..XDD

7. do u guys believe that i will get my consequences an instant if i disobey my mom's words??..haha..i'm not pulling your legs guys..but it does happen..example, my mom asked me to help her in the kitchen and i kinda yelled at her.."Yes, MOM!..but at the same time in my mind saying *aish..am so lazy*..and when the time i wanna go to her in the kitchen, i must be tripped or accidentally hit something that make me go 'ouch'..XDD *well, i take that as a reminder from God that doesn't want me to be a bad daughter*..haha

8. Last but not least..the most important thing that i wanna say..i'm so grateful for being a Muslim and may Allah protect me and strengthen my heart that enables me to row my boat traveling across the waves in the ocean of life...^^

Other Idols thoughts on TVXQ!

TAEYANG (BIG BANG) : TVXQ has always chased after different music styles, and their members all have very strong talents. Seeing TVXQ’s music and stage makes me feel touched, and they’re a very good influence on us. We’ve also started promoting in Japan, and compared to TVXQ sunbaes, we still have to secure a place. We all like TVXQ very much. We hope this time we’ll use the chance to become more intimate with the members.

Kim Dong Wan (Shinhwa): There are many groups coming out these days, and a lot of them look really good. TVXQ stands out among these groups.

K. Will: TVXQ’s vocal talent among idol groups is really the best. Especially their charisma and leadership onstage, it’s really good.

G-DRAGON (BIG BANG): Because we’re in different genres, I’ve never seen them as a competitor. TVXQ is our respected sunbae. Their vocal skills are strong, and we’ve studied much of their performances and choreography. I’ve watched them stay determined to push themselves forward. They really are the perfect sunbaes

Super Junior : We admire TVXQ, who has been able to successfully make a place for themselves in Japan.

Jong Hyun (SHINee) : Out of all our sunbaes, TVXQ doesn’t hold back, they’ve done very well. Especially to TVXQ’s Micky Yoochun, I’m very thankful. The first time we went onstage, he came in person to bring food over to support us, I was really thankful that time.

Jang Ri In : Before they go on stage, they always have a very stable attitude. It’s like they really have handsome and clear souls.

Rain (Singer): I’m very envious of TVXQ, who is able to have those teen fans anticipating them. After the performances, those teen fans will chase after their cars and wait for them outside the office buildings. But with my fans, after performances, they say “You’ve worked hard~” I’ve also been asked, “How come you don’t have teen fans?”

Park Joon Hyung : There were a lot of groups in the music industry during that time that disbanded because there were conflicts between members. Today I walked in and saw TVXQ, and knew that nothing like that would happen.

FT Island : TVXQ sunbaes are very modest. Although they’ve already become Asia’s top idol group, we respect the humbleness they display at all times

Tablo (Epik High): From the beginning TVXQ was with us. Why~~do~~ we have the same thoughts? Seeing the support TVXQ gives us, really lets me see the love between singers. I can still feel it today. Really, I’m very thankful for this in the Hip Hop world.

Choi Min Ho (3 Time Gold Medalist): If I wasn’t a fan after listening to all of TVXQ’s fourth album, I wouldn’t be able to feel Youngwoong Jaejoong’s singing effortlessly like that. Xiah Junsu has a fine voice.

YG ENTERTAINMENT’S YANG HYUN SOK : (During a Big Bang Interview) Ah! They’re the only singers I admire. TVXQ is really awesome. On the Live stage, they do very well. If they weren’t good looking, they would probably be the male version of Big Mama. Some bias our country’s people have toward TVXQ is wrong.

KIM GUN MO (SINGER): If only I was a TVXQ member!They’re a group that’s hard to believe, with talent that’s shocking.

MBC audition..go for second round!..

remember about my vid for mbc audition?..now, it had been selected to the second round!..yay!..TOP 500..but this time round..judges will do the evaluation and choose who will be going for 3rd round..i'm not going to expect anything since i know we are not that good in singing tho..XDD..whatever it is..just wish us luck ok..^^

HoMin- Lotte Duty Free Wallpaper

i miss Homin much..so decided to posted these wallies..what have you waiting for..let them be your wallpaper now...=D







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i'll be waiting..DBSK

'NINE'..this song seriously made me cry so bad..the nine symbolize it had been 9 years the boys experience together..all the bittersweet memories between them..impossible to forget..watch this..understand it and provide a box of tissue ok...it's time to let the tears flow...



"FALLING LEAVES"..composed by Junsu himself seriously touched me to the core..this song is beautifully sang by the trio and successfully made my eyes swollen badly coz of crying too much..they ask us to wait..i will Junsu oppa..won't break this promise..i know one day DBSK will start all over again and the world will soon covered by the powerful red ocean once more..always keep the faith is not just a phrase that be said again and again without any reason..it is a promise and believe between us and TVXQ..