Saturday, December 31, 2011

Congratulations, baby!

JYJ’s Jaejoong SBS Self-Camera Message: Hello, I’m JYJ’s Kim JaeJoong. I’m very curious how everyone spent 2011 and I hope there will be a lot of happy and heartwarming things that happens in 2012. Next year, I will put in more efforts to become a better Kim JaeJoong and JYJ. Thank you. trans by @InHye87

Friday, December 30, 2011

I Miss My YunJae...

no words can described my feelings right now on how much i miss them...

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

DBSK Quotes Part 1

I have been in quite a long hiatus so this time i'm back with DBSK quotes..since i miss the boys so much..i think my next update will full of, bear with can leave if you want to..

FOR YunJae shipper *like me*..this a fanmade poster that had been shown during HoMin performance at Las vegas for the Kpop Master event..=D

Saturday, October 22, 2011

DB5K..My biggest Inspiration

TVXQ..i knew them for almost 10 years..i have been been with them through thick and thin..watching them rise and fall..smiling and laughing like crazy watching them being playful, teasing each other non-stop..cried with them when they won awards or bad situation befall on them and feel like my hearts has been ripped out when the lawsuit hurts dat the extend i hate everyone who makes them suffer and pray to God to give them back what they had done to the's so unfair but when i think back, life has so much meaning to be discovered..i have faith in God for everything He does..He gives tests and obstacles so that people live their life to the fullest..appreciate people around them, learn and improve from the past mistakes to be a better person..i see these things through the seriously..i saw how they try to survive in this cruel world, how they tried so hard to improve, how they treasure people around them, how they never give up in this life, how they utilize abilities that God had given them, how they care for people's feelings, how they swallow those harsh words from anyone that dislike or hate or uneasy with them and many more..see?..that is how i make them my inspirations..these positive sides that make me in love with them from time to time and the feelings got deeper as time goes by..God tests them so much yet they keep looking at the bright side.. the biggest test came when they had to split into 2 different's like dividing your family members..but that is the only thing SME doesn't even understand..people said they are good but if they are, they will take care of the boys like their own children at the first place..but they didn't, right?..if the basic thing in 'love' also SME had failed, what about other things?..argh..*hate to mention that name..haish*..anyway, these are the things that i wanna tell you..

know who's this?..yeah..he's our leader U-Know Yunho..he maybe not the perfect guy but he's totally perfect in my eyes..why? spite of his handsome look, there are more behind that good-looking face..his hardships, his attitudes, his damn cool personality that make him look the best..i don't know him that well obviously but judging from his stories and experiences, i respect him the most..he always appear that cool no matter on or off stage..wanna look the best in front of people, lead the group when nobody did, a caring brother for his other members, be there whenever they need him, always show his best, improve whenever he feels he's lacking and this macho man never let you see his tears coz maybe he feels tears symbolizes weaknesses but if he does, means it is from the very bottom of his heart..when DB5K meet with difficulties, he always try his best to overcome them and after the lawsuit, i guess he's the most worried person on earth..he needs to move on, needs to carry the name..imagine all the troubles that he should's not that easy..easily he gained another respect from me..

our most adorable maknae but now he's a young handsome man..our very own Choikang Changmin..he always be the matured person in the group..and apparently the smartest..we know that he cares for his hyungs but seldom show it..he's not a man that very easy with feelings..he's not someone who's going around and tell fans or people that he loves them..but we can judge him from his actions while being around them..he's the strongest boy all this time.but when he cried in mkmf 2008, shows that he had lowered down his ego a bit and let the tears of joy fell down his cheeks..he said that he never expect that the fans are waiting and still supporting them after they left for japan almost 2 years..i love how he had that soft, gentle and delicate sides hiding behind his strength..

he's not adorable but the cutest thing on earth when he's in playful mode and can turn to be the handsome gentleman that you ever met..yeah..he's our Micky Yoochun..he has like the most gentle heart out of this 5..he cried easily which indicates that he totally has pure sensitive feeling..he may not be that good looking to you but after you know him, you can die from his charmness..his words sometimes so mushy and make fans scream out of excitedness and plus he is someone that you really can depend and rely on..what i admire him the most is on how he strives hard to live and survive in korea, apart from his family who stayed in the US during that time besides being sad on his parents divorce issue..*yeah..i cried watching his story in YSMM* wonder he try hard to be a lady's man who wanted a good wife and beautiful home that full with family's love..=D

the greatest voice i ever heard, Xiah Junsu..such a talented person indeed..with the husky voice he conquers the world easily..i just love how his vocal can be powerful while he's singing and be too soft when he does normal talks..don't get what i mean?..try to watch or listen to him will fall for him immediately..he plays a lot, doing cute styles and everything when he's around his brothers but when it comes to serious talks, you will be amazed on how he can convey such thoughtful and deep words that filled with honesty..when i read a fanaccount recently on YooSu In Heaven fanmeeting, his saying has moved my heart like i wanna cry reading it..seriously, he has grown up..much grown up..there's no more much playful side on him coz maturity has take over..

most probably by now you already know who's my ultimate bias, right?..yeah..none other than Kim JaeJoong..time flies but my love for him never fade..almost 10 years loving him never make me tired..well, of course i know the love won't get any return from him but yeah..i'm happy this loving him and other members make me aware on what's happening to them..don't ask me why i love this guy, other than his super good look, he's such a good person..the mommy of the group..well, our mom indeed a nice person, isn't it?..that reflects him well..=D and being that handsome never made him a born-rich boy..he had too many hardships to endure before be what he is now..before a clumsy young boy now become charismatic man..he matures too and that is the obvious thing i can see..

i really hope one day that these boys can be united i pray that JYJ had the intention to bring HoMin out from that cruel world..full of lies and conspiracies..i don't want them to lead life like that..together they bring joys to Cassies know why i never fail to keep the faith?..coz i have faith in God..even the reality is not like i wanted but in the future who knows? one..all are in His hands, Allah s.w.t...insyaAllah....=D

Thursday, October 13, 2011

for my 300th follower! *throwing confetti*

she's my 300th follower!.
already promised her to give Changmin's wallies..even i know maybe she already had them but i just wanna congratulate her...ngee~~

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

JYJ Stan? HoMin stan? NO! A Cassie here..

i have this thought for quite some time and only today i can spend a moment to write what i've kept inside me.. STANS appear after HoMin n JYJ taking their own paths in music careers..i don't wanna touch on what JYJ n HoMin had done for these 2 years plus but what i wanna tell is all about their new fans.. some of them understand what Cassies who support all 5 feel but MOST of them NOT!..that has what makes me so angry and pissed off..but the most hate part is Cassies who claim love for them 5 before start to taking her/his bias side..i don't's just that i detest when you start bad mouth the other party.. don't ever tell that HoMin dun have courage to leave SME.. don't ever tell that JYJ left SME coz of money.. never know what had happen in the past.. were not there where we saw and experienced together with DB5K when they had their tears and joyful moments.. had no idea what SME saw that SME is there to help HoMin but you never know their agenda behind it..
STANS..for those who support 5 before but taking sides now..confidently i said, shame on you calling yourself as a true cassie since for me, a true or loyal Cassie won't take sides and keep on cheering each of them..
STANS..for those who understand what ot5 feels, we thank you very much and how i hope that you came to our family earlier so that you won't love for only 2 or 3 of our brothers but all of them.. said that JYJ were betrayers but can't you think a lil bit deeper?..JYJ is so talented in making musics but if they stay under SME, do you think they can be as what they are now?..enjoying careers as singers, actors and composers?'s not all about money, my much more than as you can see and please stop to act like you know everything.. said HoMin is there staying in SME just coz they don't have courage to follow JYJ path, but do you know that coz of HoMin DB5K songs still can be played and heard by us today? you know how hard HoMin wanna defense TVXQ name?..filling empty spots of those's not that easy..
STANS..just hope you stop bashing each other side and don't pick a fight with OT5 Cassies by saying us delusional and everything..yeah..we don't wanna move what?..and i wonder if you know the meaning of faith..coz for me..having faith is like hoping and praying to God that our wishes will be granted..don't be so confident saying that they won't back as do you know?'s future thingy which you have no idea what will come..
as for these boys, since they had lived together for almost a decade, do you have any idea how deep is their brotherhood and friendship can be after together through all the hardships? you know how much they love each other?, right?'s easy..coz you are NOT THEM!..that's all..
one day..i hope that i can see five tall-handsome men standing in a picture like this..not two or three..till then..ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH and my love for JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN, JUNSU, YUNHO and CHANGMIN will never change.period.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

MinMin or YoungHo Couple..

there are so many dramas with good couples on screen but it's rare to see they have a good chemistry on and off camera..but i tell you's different from our very own couple from City Hunter, Lee Min Ho and Park Min Young..i'm simply shipping this couple since they have great chemistry both off and on screen..the ones who already watched City Hunter will agree with me on this..ngeee~~

they are cute, sexy, charismatic and out of the most we can see they are totally comfortable around each other..thank God now they are the real couple..and to Boys Over Flower or JoonDi couple shipper..i'm sorry guys..i'm a MinMin couple big supporter..=D *wave MinMin Couple flag*

Lee Min Ho as Lee Yoon Sung..a cold yet warm-hearted guy..

Love of Yoon Sung's life and now Min Ho's as well..the gorgeous and pretty Park Min Young and acted out as Kim Na Na..

I'm loving this scene..but so disappointed coz there's no kiss happens!..damn..i was looking forward to it even tho i know something will disturb them from making it..geezzz..

the eyes can just tell that their staring to each other are just more than friends..haha..the gentle gaze and the love love..

looking so adorable together even in a simple selca..haha

do you know that they have been friends like 5 years ago since the 'i am sam' show? wonder they are so comfy around each other company..LOL..and i think there a lil bit of love already sparked on that time..hahaha

the backhug's so touching i can tell..and damn..i'm rooting for a kiss too for this one but once happens not..haish..personally i love guys to do like this at their feels like so secure to be that your man's arms wrapped nicely around you and make you feel i right??...ngeee~~

last but not least..ultimate judo scene..this is one of the highlights in the drama, right?..i mean it's rare to see couple fall in love through sports like this one..haha..who says sports doesn't bring romance huh..City Hunter proves you are wrong..haha..anyway, i just can feel their intimacy during these judo scenes..well, it makes you to touch your partner indirectly, right?...just like this..heheheh



Huntering the City Hunter..

City Hunter..YES!..this is the recent drama that i'm addicted to!..not only fall for the lead actor but for the whole series..the storyline, the plot, everything simply the best..the actors are really fit with own characters and did a good job!..i never read the mange before, so didn't know how the real story should be..but after watch this show makes me wanna read the manga..haha..wait lah see first if i got time or not..haha..anyway, i'm gonna spazz about our handsome and most gorgeous that happen to be the city hunter..XD

pssstt..i'm sorry to say this but i never like him as Go Jun Pyo in Boys Over Flower but i'm honestly say i love to see him smiling coz of the beautiful teeth he has and deep pretty dimple he owns..and his height is easily make an extra credit to his perfection...^^

did i ever tell you that i'm easily fall for a guy that look smart in folding-sleeve-and-tuck-in-shirt?..see?..Min Ho is so damn handsome looking like this..:D

a guy in black is simply hot!..haha

and for me a guy with technology stuffs is so sexy......ngeeee~~

well, i'm just interested with the skin..kahkahkah

*can't stop staring when he's smiling* and seriously thanks to the production of CITY HUNTER..I fall for this guy right away..i just love the way he acts, how he's so playful in the making film and simply adores his eyes that can conveys and easily shows lots of feelings..sad, happy, worried, hurt etc etc..Lee Min Ho is definitely a great actor...^^ I Love You, babeyh!...^^