Sunday, May 22, 2011

Yoochun's Resemblance..

alright..this time i wanna spazz about a friend of mine whom i met few months back..for the first time i saw's just that i can't take my eyes off her since she resembles to someone that i like the most..with the high-bone cheek, hair-style and of course when she smiles already enough to make her look similar to Yoochunnie..the cute face that they have..that's the important part..haha..hey, not only me alright..even my sisters agree with i guess many of her friends said the same thing as well..anyway, even in the pictures you don't find any similarities, but try to know her in real life..face to face with her and you know why i'm saying it like this..don't blame me if you are going to be listed in her fan-list..hahaha..before this, i even said to her.."don't blame me if i can't stop looking at you, blame Yoochun for that"..she just end up giving her cute laugh..XDD

feels like bringing her into my pocket..can't get a closer look at Chun, looking at his twin also can, right?...LOL..

p/s: to Gjie, sorry for making this post..i just can't stop myself from spazzing about you..hahaha..XD..*don't get mad ok..nnt x cool dah..haha*

Wednesday, May 11, 2011


sometimes i wonder what is people's definition about love?..different people different perception, right?..and there should be a different expression for love on God, family, friends and our love someone, agree?? for me, i don't have any specific definition on love..i just show it through my hope that they will realize they are the among the important ones in my life..of course love for GOD is everything..that doesn't need any explanation i guess..and family as well..whatever happens, family will comes first since they have been with you since you were born and they know you the best, support in everything that you, be there for you, love the way you are sincerely..unlike your loved someone and friends who just getting to know about you..that's why in this love your family the most out of everything...

love for somebody? am i going to interpret this since i never been in love before..i don't know..seriously...."=.= i'm not ready yet to define let us continue to...

friends..they are like the best thing happen in my life..i have been met with a lot of people with different characters and behaviour..from them, i'm improving a lot to be a better friend for people..i love them like hell..people said, we tend to love people that always be around us more than anyone else who are far away..and i take that as a true fact..that's why i hate meeting someone where in the end i know that we have to separate one day..and it hurts..damn hurt!!..pity my heart which always carry this burden..but time will heal it slowly..and the memory will never fade away..i can promise you that..and dear friends..hope your love for me will never been erased and make me live in your heart forever coz i will do the same thing for you...^^

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

aFrAiD..Yes I Am...

i always have this feeling

afraid of death..
afraid of being hate..
afraid of the feeling being left alone..
afraid of the feeling being forgotten by people that i care and love..
afraid of what others think of me..
afraid of everything..


now i know it's not good to have these kind of feelings..yes i do understand that everybody has their own fear but don't be over-afraid since this will not good and will affect on anything that you do..try to overcome those feelings and you will feel better and perform well in everything that you do..

sometimes by reading quotes and idioms inspire me to become a better person..don't force me to improve fast since i'm quite slow to become better..i'm not good at receiving criticisms in order to improve..don't criticize me or i will start to hate and despise you..yeah..that's me..i'm sorry for being that way and i'm trying to change that part slowly..well, is it mean that i'm not an open-minded person?..i guess so..i'm quite a sensitive girl..i can be happy and be hurt by one word that you've been said to me..moreover, if you are one of the closest people to me..anyway guys..don't be afraid or doubt to be friend with me since i treasure my friends the most since they/you are the best thing that happen in my life..paddle with me through this ocean of life...^^ thank you for everything and i will keep you guys close to my heart forever..=D