junsu's wave.............

seriously i faint after watch this..i keep on playing it..*dies*

obsession...forehead..JaeJoong..

call me a weirdo, a freak or whatever u wanna call since i really have a fetish on jae's forehead..i don't know why..seriously..he just looks so handsome and dashing showing off this side of his feature ya know..haha..i think i have blogged about this before but i wanna announce to the world again that I"M TOTALLY CRAZY OVER JAE..from head to toe..even he's imperfect but in my eyes he is...^^
everyone that knows Aizamia will definitely knows that she is absolutely Jae bias since she started to live in the kpop world..
i don't know when i'm going to stop but let me for this time being..=D

stupidity......

have you ever feel at one time you are so stupid and feel so useless and hopeless??...it's happening to me now..yes..right at this moment..this is like the very first time i feel all those negative feels strike at me simultaneously..it's just so hard and suddenly i wanna hide somewhere and run from this world..even i know i can't..and i really feel my heart and brain going to burst out and explode thinking all of this..everything seems so gloomy and i feel very timid to face the world anymore..

what i mean by stupidity?..it is all because of my actions that i've taken before i never think of its consequences..whether i'm going to hurt anybody, going to make others feel difficult cause of me and make others change their impressions on me..honestly, i'm the type of person that feel scared people that i love start to hate me or lost their trust in me..i know..trust is very important in a friendship..no trust in each other..then, things will turn to be so difficult..super difficult..from the bottom of my heart, would say really sorry if i take u guys feelings for granted and lightly..when i feel then i'm not being selfish, it turn to be that i'm the most selfish person ever..that's why i always ask u guys to tell me what i've done wrong..tell me so that i will know what mistakes that i've made and make me more be careful next time not to repeat the same thing..

as for my family..i would like to apologize if i really give a very difficult time to u especially my parents and my sisters..i know they always nagging and scolding coz of my behaviour and irrational attitude yet still support me..seriously i'm super glad to have u guys as my families..the best people that exist in my life..sorry for being so stubborn and always being so self-centered..well, still in the process of being more matured i guess..XD
and for the over-expanses, promise to be more thrifty next time..*i'll try ok*

for my friends..thanks for always be beside me..share the happiness with me..listen to my problem when i got one..one of the best thing that happen in my life..having great friends really are something to be grateful..they coloured my life with their characters..i grow up with them..learn a lot from them..till i realize that every person has different life and the way they lead their life..some full of happiness and love in life and some through difficulties that you never imagine..but we do have our similarities which are to achieve something in life, be somebody, get a better life and live in a happy world..even there's no such thing as forever or happily ever after..but at least we feel the happiness among the love ones, right?..^^

before i end, thanks to those who always be there for me..support me..cherish me..without you guys..i really feel so hopeless and useless..truthfully i love you and sorry as i never show or you never feel it but i tell you now..once i got to know people..it's really hard not to love them i <3 with all my heart as i love all God's creations..i'm a person and you are a person too..so, why must hate each other, right?..that is why, we must be tolerate with each other, to be a better friends and grow up from experience..i made mistakes and you do too..so, what's the difference?..see that?..maybe the different is do u realize it and try to improve or u r not and continue to be egoistic..that's all..

lastly, i'm sorry again to those who i already given hard times on u guys and i will try to improve myself..guide me and i'll be grateful..thanks..^^

Lots of love.......aizamia

[PICS] JYJ Showcase in Malaysia

the reason why i did not take the boys pics is coz i wanna enjoy every single sec when i'm in the stadium..what i can say is the boys are perfect!!..seriously..they are tall, handsome and flawless..i love to see su in vest, chun in suit and jae..he's so freakin' hot even he just wear a simple t-shirt..he said Malaysia is hot..maybe he wears it coz of that..and jae's smile is simply priceless when he sang skks ost..he smiled when cassies replied after he sang..i could died during that moment..i'm not joking..till in my mind got think this.."thank God for creating these men*...LOL..and chun..he surely can take the translator place for a moment..he keep on explaining to Jae what was the emcee was talking..junsu also didn't talk too much..well, maybe they are still in the process of learning to catch english words..XD
during the empty song..omGD!..*dies*...the boys are hyper and hot guys in action!
be my girl song..i'm dying in happiness seeing the hip thrust part..haha..

all i can say is..i'm still in the dreamland..can't believe has seen the boys live!!..and now i miss them already..i won't forget junsu's angelic voice, jae's smiles and chun's the talkative boy!..my JYJ..voices that i've been listened with my own ears and spread through my veins..i will keep the memories deep down in my heart and be the most precious moment i've ever had!..

I LOVE JYJ+DBSK FOREVER SERIOUSLY..ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH BABY!..


IT'S ME, AIZAMIA...♥


WITH PINAT UNNIE, LYN AND WANIE CHAGYA.. ♥


WITH NEMO, PINAT UNNIE, CAT UNNIE AND LYN.. ♥


ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH AND LOVE TVXQ!.. ♥


WITH "JAE"..kidding..HE'S JOEL TEEQIREN..THE LEADER OF PROGRESSION.. ♥


WITH MY CSSPF FAMS!!!..2ND TIME TAKING PIC WITH HERMIONE... ♥


WITH PINAT UNNIE, XEERA UNNIE AND LYN..AFTER THE SHOWCASE ENDED.. ♥


IN THE STADIUM..WAITING FOR THE SHOWCASE TO KICK OFF.. ♥


I LOVE THIS PIC!..WITH PINAT UNNIE.. ♥


WITH FARRA UNNIE..SHE'S SO CUTE YA KNOW.. ♥


I WON'T FORGET THIS MOMENT!..TILL NEXT TIME JYJ BOYS..LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH..WON'T FORGET ABOUT HOMIN AS WELL.. ♥

JYJ - Brunei Showcase Petition

TO ALL CASSIES IN BRUNEI OR NOT..PLEASE SUPPORT THIS...^^

SME should watch this..

what can i say more..this guy totally speaks what cassies think..thanks a lot mister!..thanks for everything..loving the boys and always keep the faith!



"SUDDENLY I MISS JUNSU, JAE, CHUN, MIN AND YUN...."

give me some space to Breathe...

now i really really and really need some space to breathe..oh my~..this week is really a tough week..everything have to be handed in as this is the final week for lecture classes..seriously i have a headache thinking about all this..my head is going to crash soon..aii..mandarin acting shoot, english report+presentation, miss ezza's final and group reports, encik KAA report, encik wan back up report and microsof outlook report..*dies*

but guys..i won't quit and give up till all finish and done!..fighting aizamia!...

anyway, before i go..recent addiction..the boys look hot in here..of course especially my Gi Kwang..hehe..envy those hands of other members that touch him during his part...LOL

breathe in breathe out everybody!!...XD

AJ!!..i need the oxygen too!....=D