CASSIOPEIA FAMILY~

FOR SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE..
MUST BE WONDERING WHAT THE HECK IS 'CASSIOPEIA'...
WELL...CASSIOPEIAS..PEOPLE WHO GIVE THEIR
HEART, MIND AND SOUL TO TVXQ ALL THE TIME...
SUPPORT THEM WITHOUT REGRET.....
BE WITH THEM EVERYWHERE, EVERY SINGLE SECOND...
SUPPORTING THEM WITH ALL THEIR HEARTS.....
ALL CASSIOPEIAS ONLY WANT TVXQ! TO BE....
HEALTHY, HAPPY, SMILE ALWAYS...
HAVE AN ENOUGH REST SO THEY CAN MOVE ON......
CASSIOPEIAS AROUND THE WORLD HAVE THE SAME....
INTERESTS, AIMS AND TARGETS FOR THEIR IDOLS.....
CASSIOPEIAS ALWAYS BE IN FAMILY.....
TOGETHER FOREVER.....

-ONCE A CASSIOPEIA FOREVER WILL BE CASSIOPEIA-

I'M NOT GOING TO BELIEVE HER!

*deep breathe*
ok..i will absolutely not going to believe her..
wtf!...she told us that her 'best friend is jae's gf?'
she's bullshitting!...
i mean come on lah..jaejoong's gf??..please..
ok..if she really does..where's the rumor?
i doubt it coz she said no ones knows about it but
that girl has a proof that she is related to jae..
when we ask her to show it..
she said she might been killed...
go to hell lah....*mmg die masuk hell pon*
and she said..that dat girl n jae met in other forum..
through chunnie???...haha..this girl really make my head rolling on the floor..haha...
and plus..the girl is no-korean and she will fly to korea n meet jae...omg!...
i'm trying to calm meself down...but after this..
i will doubt every words she say...
pegi mati lah with all what she said..
sorry..i'm totally mad about this..
jae's matter is really sensitive to me!..

SICK SEASON

i think almost 2 months i dun post any news here..
sorry....
nowadays, i've been sicked almost one week now...
asthma sickness cannot be cured...
so, i must take a good care of it.....
honestly.....when i'm sick....
all i remember is....death!..
and i'm wondering...uiks..
dah cukup ke amalan aku nie...
dosa-dosa aku macam mana...
macam x sempat je nak taubat..takot doh!..
Alhamdulillah..x de ape-ape...
Allah huakhbar.....istighfar panjang aku...
ya Allah..rahmati lah dan Kau sejahtera kan lah hidup ini..
hidup ibu bapaku, kawan-kawanku dan semua yang beriman kepada-MU....
walaupun aku tahu aku selalu mengabaikan tanggungjawabku..
tapi insyaAllah.....aku akan cuba mengubahnya....
-amin-