Still...about HIM....

i'm talking random about him..yes..it's him again..sigh..why i just can't forget him!..of course lah i can't since whenever i'm at working place, he's right in front of me..and i can't just keep staring at him till people notice..so, i'm more comfortable by just looking at him sneakily..it's a pity is it?..since i don't have the guts and courage to tell him..and plus..i'm not planning too since he's already belongs to someone else..so, let it be that way....................



as he walks away..
i always hope he will..
at least once..
to look at me..
who stays here..
always be there...

one thing i wanna shout:
I SERIOUSLY HATE
WHEN I SMILE
HE GAVE ME THAT EMPTY LOOK AND
TURNS HIS FACE AWAY
MAKE ME SEEMS SO DAMN STUPID!! >.<

*take a deep breath*

anyway,
i just give you hint
who's this guy
he's not somebody but
enough to turn my world
upside down..

He's tall, dark and handsome?...
nah~..he's just someone..
that always be in my favourite color t-shirt..
love to sit whenever he bored..
a jokster for sure..
like to tease me if he feels to..
ignore me most of the time..
won't talk to me even i'm near him..
he's a person like that....

Is liking him just a waste of time?
i don't know but let me be in this world
for a lil bit longer..alone..with this feeling..

Is this called one-sided love?..
If it is a 'yes'
Then i have felt it..
It hurts...worst.....>.<