Yoochun's Resemblance..

alright..this time i wanna spazz about a friend of mine whom i met few months back..for the first time i saw her..it's just that i can't take my eyes off her since she resembles to someone that i like the most..with the high-bone cheek, hair-style and of course when she smiles already enough to make her look similar to Yoochunnie..the cute face that they have..that's the important part..haha..hey, not only me alright..even my sisters agree with that..plus i guess many of her friends said the same thing as well..anyway, even in the pictures you don't find any similarities, but try to know her in real life..face to face with her and you know why i'm saying it like this..don't blame me if you are going to be listed in her fan-list..hahaha..before this, i even said to her.."don't blame me if i can't stop looking at you, blame Yoochun for that"..she just end up giving her cute laugh..XDD




feels like bringing her into my pocket..can't get a closer look at Chun, looking at his twin also can, right?...LOL..

p/s: to Gjie, sorry for making this post..i just can't stop myself from spazzing about you..hahaha..XD..*don't get mad ok..nnt x cool dah..haha*

L.O.V.E.

sometimes i wonder what is people's definition about love?..different people different perception, right?..and there should be a different expression for love on God, family, friends and our love someone, agree??..as for me, i don't have any specific definition on love..i just show it through my actions..in hope that they will realize they are the among the important ones in my life..of course love for GOD is everything..that doesn't need any explanation i guess..and family as well..whatever happens, family will comes first since they have been with you since you were born and they know you the best, support in everything that you, be there for you, love the way you are sincerely..unlike your loved someone and friends who just getting to know about you..that's why in this world..you love your family the most out of everything...



love for somebody?..hurm..how am i going to interpret this since i never been in love before..i don't know..seriously...."=.= i'm not ready yet to define this..so let us continue to...



friends..they are like the best thing happen in my life..i have been met with a lot of people with different characters and behaviour..from them, i'm improving a lot to be a better friend for people..i love them like hell..people said, we tend to love people that always be around us more than anyone else who are far away..and i take that as a true fact..that's why i hate meeting someone where in the end i know that we have to separate one day..and it hurts..damn hurt!!..pity my heart which always carry this burden..but time will heal it slowly..and the memory will never fade away..i can promise you that..and dear friends..hope your love for me will never been erased and make me live in your heart forever coz i will do the same thing for you...^^

aFrAiD..Yes I Am...

i always have this feeling

afraid of death..
afraid of being hate..
afraid of the feeling being left alone..
afraid of the feeling being forgotten by people that i care and love..
afraid of what others think of me..
afraid of everything..

BUT

now i know it's not good to have these kind of feelings..yes i do understand that everybody has their own fear but don't be over-afraid since this will not good and will affect on anything that you do..try to overcome those feelings and you will feel better and perform well in everything that you do..



sometimes by reading quotes and idioms inspire me to become a better person..don't force me to improve fast since i'm quite slow to become better..i'm not good at receiving criticisms in order to improve..don't criticize me or i will start to hate and despise you..yeah..that's me..i'm sorry for being that way and i'm trying to change that part slowly..well, is it mean that i'm not an open-minded person?..i guess so..i'm quite a sensitive girl..i can be happy and be hurt by one word that you've been said to me..moreover, if you are one of the closest people to me..anyway guys..don't be afraid or doubt to be friend with me since i treasure my friends the most since they/you are the best thing that happen in my life..paddle with me through this ocean of life...^^ thank you for everything and i will keep you guys close to my heart forever..=D

memories with my 16 sisters..

this semester i have met 16 awesome sisters and create a big happy family..seriously i love them all..they are among the best people that i ever met..it's regretful i don't meet them earlier and i'm grateful that i took this subject..dear sisters, i won't forget you guys and good luck for your future undertakings and keep in touch..^^


♥ kak mir-chan and kak yana ♥

♣ kak mira..she's one of my sisters that i love the most..she's too cute ya know..her chubby cheeks+fairskin=a total cuteness..haha..her friendliness and a good sister material make me comfortable at the utmost..=D ♣

♣ kak yana..she's another one of the sisters that i love the most coz feel i can be in my comfortable zone when i'm with her and talk freely..she's really nice and just like kak mira..she owns a good sister material too..however, once she's in playful mode, u got to see her child side instead of being serious while doing her work..haha..and plus..she's fun to be with.. ♣


♥ kak auji and kak yana ♥

♣ kak auji..she's an excellent person when comes to system..she's the one who conducts our PA system during the event..she's hilarious and seriously playful..ohya, she loves balloons..haha..love to hang out with her though ♣

♣ kak yana..this kakak you will be taken aback when this look-like-innocent-girl-next-door transform into someone playful and make you laugh crazily..if she has a camera with her..be prepared to be interviewed by her..haha..funny sister she is ♣


♥ kak farhanah ♥

she's my senior since high school..i remembered during high school, she's a quiet person..well, maybe i didn't get to know her very well back then but today, i can see her as one of the friendliest sisters in class..owh..love her when she's laughing..i don't know..just feel like that..haha


♥ kak ieka @ irika ♥

♣ kak ieka..at first impression i thought she's a person that really hard to be close with but once again my thought was wrong..she's definitely a friendly girl..she's interested in korean stuff just like me..so, maybe that's the way we become closer..she's good sister indeed..^^


♥ kak fieza ♥ kak ieta ♥ kak ezan ♥

♣ kak fieza..this tall-slim girl is our secretary..you will have this 'she's a serious girl' when u first look at her but your thought will directly change once u got to know her..she's talkative and funny too..=D ♣

♣ kak ieta..she's a fashionista girl..whatever she wears..she looks good in it and of course lah cantik kan..thought she's a silent girl but well, don't judge a book by its cover, right?..she's definitely good at talks too..haha ♣

♣ kak ezan..out of sisters out there..she's the funniest one..once she open her mouth..you won't stop laughing and smiling till u feel your stomach wanna burst out..hahaha..she's that kind of person..friendly, lively and truly hilarious! ♣


♥ kak Dee ♥ kak nisa ♥ kak ainziey ♥ kak erynn ♥

♣ kak dee is a small sweet girl that you will ever know..i love to hear her voice..seems so 'tiny'..haha..and she's a good drifter i can tell..sit with her in the car and you'll know..=D ♣

♣ kak nisa..thought her as a chinese girl when our first meeting..haha..if later let say she marries a chinese man..her children definitely will inherit both of their parents chinese looks..hahaha..love her innocent sweet smile.. ♣

♣ kak ainziey..first impression..a quiet and shy person..but actually she's a good talker too..during our activities, she conducted the kids very well..and she's a pretty girl too...^^ ♣

♣ kak erynn..i 'tumpang' her car when we went to the school for the first time *for me and umie*..and gotta admit she's a good driver..love to look at her since she's got this fair skin and she has a beautiful smile..=)♣


♥ kak wawa ♥

♣ she's a livelier sister..she's just like kak ezan who can make you laugh easily and be entertained with her behaviour ♣


♥ kak nad ♥

♣ honestly, she's the one that i take the longest time to be close with..maybe coz i always be with kak yana instead of mixing around more..but at the end of the day, i knew kind lots of things bout her..but the obvious one..she's the best cats lover that i've seen so far..truly looking so fun when she's playing with her 'children' *don't misunderstood ok..children is the cats*..haha ♣


♥ kak dya ♥

♣ even i don't know her that close but i know she's seriously a good sister just like the others and she's a good friend with kak ieta.. ♣

am i abandon my blog for too long?

*wiping away all the spiderweb and clean off the dust*

hye there peeps..missing me?..haha..i know you do..it's already been err..a month?..0_o..sorry..it's just that i've no idea what to update and what to write..all the time am in college, i will always blame the internet of course..with the slowest internet line provided make me lazy wanna online ya know..this is one of the reasons why i burn midnight oil too..usually the line will be slightly ok during the dawn..huhu..

what i've been thinking..

assignment+lazy+no time+slowest internet line=no blog update *sigh*

that's why i often wait till i got home coz i'm using streamyx at home..hehe..so, it's a lil bit faster than college's..XDD

and now what am i doing??..i've got 8am class tomorrow and am still here..writing?..gotta be kidding me..well, this is me..short hours for night-sleep and continue with few hours of day-sleep later..hahaha..and ya know what..i've got a test tomorrow too..great..i haven't read even a single chapter yet..what am i thinking..able to answer without reading?..aish..laziness!!..stop conquering me!!..m(_ _)m

oh ya..lately my mood for korean drama is gone for a while *surely will come back soon*..and being replaced by watching hindustan movies..hahahaha..i love the old ones alright compare to the new ones..keke..i bet you guys are loving it too isn't it?..=D

what's u guys fav?..as for me..there are too many to be listed..but i hope i can know yours..^^

yaiks..it's already 4.30am....gotta go to bed now..scared i won't awake for morning class..haha..guys, wish me luck too in the exam test..

thanks for reading this hogwash entry..LMAO..see u guys soon ok...