DBSK..forever 5

i just posted why i love DBSK boys, right?..now i'm going to express my feelings towards them..what actually i feel about them..ok..recently i heard and read too many arguments on separating Cassiopeia to JYJ or HoMin fans..what i'm going to say is WTH???!!..are u really a fan of them?..excluded newbies..*which means new fans to JYJ or HoMin*..seriously i feel really dissatisfied..i know you have your biases but hey..DBSK is built by FIVE people ok..which i bet you already know..our best leader Yunho, unique vocal YooChun, husky powerful voice Junsu, soothing vocal Jaejoong and ridiculous high-pitch Changmin..as a Cassiopeia..instead only supporting your bias..i know you will support the rest too since they have their own special characters which attracts us..as for me, even my ultimate bias is Jaejoong, but i still love the others equally coz their existence in my life is extremely important..i never agree to be only JYJ FAN even Jae is in that group coz i still love HoMin though..and even SME has declared as for the time being TVXQ! is only consist of HoMin but deep down in Cassiopeia heart i know you guys don't agree with this..maybe for SME, TVXQ! doesn't mean anything and this is too contrast with our opinion..so, go to hell lah with them..it's their own thinking..what is more important?..it's yourself my dear Cassie..it's all depends on us..others can't say anything..guess what..in this case..in being a Cassiopeia, i never wanna be mature or moving on just like some others has did coz i still stubbornly wanna wait till the day DBSK will be reunited again..i believe in that..i know it's a dream that still has hope to be true..Always keep the faith is not just an ordinary words for me..it's not something that you just said but never do..maybe for some of you it's a phrase to believe them in whatever they are doing but for me it's really a phrase that made us to holding on till DBSK be 5 again..be with them for 7-8 years is not like be with them for 7-8 minutes, hours or days alright..there are too many precious memories to be remembered..the tears and laugh..it's still vivid in my mind..their smiles and tears on the 1st winning for hug and even the debut stage..anyway, my feeling for the boys is not a sister to her brother..not a fan to her idol..not a lover to her partner but what is it?..this..i'm still searching for the answer..sometimes..all the feelings mixed and i even sometimes confused..but what i know is..i love the boys sincerely and from the bottom of my heart..only God knows how precious they are to me..^^



Love in the ice is one of the songs that i love damn much!..it's obviously shown their harmonization..blendness..melodious vocals being combined together..the perfect sound that you ever heard..one day..this song will be sang again..and the world will stop spinning and time will stop counting..till then..i'll be waiting........

Happy Birthday, Minho!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FLAMING CHARISMA MINHO!!..MAY YOU HAVE A BLAST BIRTHDAY..STAY HEALTHY..TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND STAY HANDSOME ALRIGHT...^^ SARANGHAE!!~

Allah loves me a lot...

I don't know whether u guys notice it or not but as for me i have find some events and situations that somehow i know Allah has helped me and He loves me a lot...Alhamdulillah..

1. as for JYJ showcase..He finally let me go to the event..ya know what..it's a miracle..i thought i couldn't go for some reason but He made another reason till i can go to the showcase..it's complicated to be explained here..*and as for this i've promised to fast in a day as a repay..we call it as a 'puasa nazar'..=D

2. He made me born in this beautiful family..i'm so grateful having Abd Rahim n Sarah Rauf as my parents and Mohd Khairi, Khairiyah, Nur Amirah n Nur Aisyah as my siblings and others for my relatives.my family is not from a rich one but we live in modesty..my mom said..always be grateful coz we are living this way..there's a reason why..Allah may not gives us rich in terms of money and assets but He gaves us other things to be treasured..^^

3. He knows i love kpop too much so He made me not being so fond in buying other things..if not i guess my money will be drained and wasted..haha..

4. He made me not-so-pretty-girl maybe coz He knows that if let say i'm categorized among the pretty ones..i will be so proud and never be down-to-earth-girl or girl-next-door-like..so, am grateful for being like this..and i think by being this way..i can learn more about other people..^^

5. Allah answered almost to all my prayers..Alhamdulillah..what i've always wanted..i will get..it's not on the spot but yeah..some of them will take time..^^

6. in terms of friends..i've experienced so many times..hurm..how i'm going to say this ya..ok..here's an example..i saw a girl/guy and on that time in my mind will be thinking like "i'm going to make friend with him/her one day" and seriously they are my friends now..including my crush..*sshh, he doesn't know that i like him*..XDD

7. do u guys believe that i will get my consequences an instant if i disobey my mom's words??..haha..i'm not pulling your legs guys..but it does happen..example, my mom asked me to help her in the kitchen and i kinda yelled at her.."Yes, MOM!..but at the same time in my mind saying *aish..am so lazy*..and when the time i wanna go to her in the kitchen, i must be tripped or accidentally hit something that make me go 'ouch'..XDD *well, i take that as a reminder from God that doesn't want me to be a bad daughter*..haha

8. Last but not least..the most important thing that i wanna say..i'm so grateful for being a Muslim and may Allah protect me and strengthen my heart that enables me to row my boat traveling across the waves in the ocean of life...^^

Other Idols thoughts on TVXQ!

TAEYANG (BIG BANG) : TVXQ has always chased after different music styles, and their members all have very strong talents. Seeing TVXQ’s music and stage makes me feel touched, and they’re a very good influence on us. We’ve also started promoting in Japan, and compared to TVXQ sunbaes, we still have to secure a place. We all like TVXQ very much. We hope this time we’ll use the chance to become more intimate with the members.

Kim Dong Wan (Shinhwa): There are many groups coming out these days, and a lot of them look really good. TVXQ stands out among these groups.

K. Will: TVXQ’s vocal talent among idol groups is really the best. Especially their charisma and leadership onstage, it’s really good.

G-DRAGON (BIG BANG): Because we’re in different genres, I’ve never seen them as a competitor. TVXQ is our respected sunbae. Their vocal skills are strong, and we’ve studied much of their performances and choreography. I’ve watched them stay determined to push themselves forward. They really are the perfect sunbaes

Super Junior : We admire TVXQ, who has been able to successfully make a place for themselves in Japan.

Jong Hyun (SHINee) : Out of all our sunbaes, TVXQ doesn’t hold back, they’ve done very well. Especially to TVXQ’s Micky Yoochun, I’m very thankful. The first time we went onstage, he came in person to bring food over to support us, I was really thankful that time.

Jang Ri In : Before they go on stage, they always have a very stable attitude. It’s like they really have handsome and clear souls.

Rain (Singer): I’m very envious of TVXQ, who is able to have those teen fans anticipating them. After the performances, those teen fans will chase after their cars and wait for them outside the office buildings. But with my fans, after performances, they say “You’ve worked hard~” I’ve also been asked, “How come you don’t have teen fans?”

Park Joon Hyung : There were a lot of groups in the music industry during that time that disbanded because there were conflicts between members. Today I walked in and saw TVXQ, and knew that nothing like that would happen.

FT Island : TVXQ sunbaes are very modest. Although they’ve already become Asia’s top idol group, we respect the humbleness they display at all times

Tablo (Epik High): From the beginning TVXQ was with us. Why~~do~~ we have the same thoughts? Seeing the support TVXQ gives us, really lets me see the love between singers. I can still feel it today. Really, I’m very thankful for this in the Hip Hop world.

Choi Min Ho (3 Time Gold Medalist): If I wasn’t a fan after listening to all of TVXQ’s fourth album, I wouldn’t be able to feel Youngwoong Jaejoong’s singing effortlessly like that. Xiah Junsu has a fine voice.

YG ENTERTAINMENT’S YANG HYUN SOK : (During a Big Bang Interview) Ah! They’re the only singers I admire. TVXQ is really awesome. On the Live stage, they do very well. If they weren’t good looking, they would probably be the male version of Big Mama. Some bias our country’s people have toward TVXQ is wrong.

KIM GUN MO (SINGER): If only I was a TVXQ member!They’re a group that’s hard to believe, with talent that’s shocking.

MBC audition..go for second round!..

remember about my vid for mbc audition?..now, it had been selected to the second round!..yay!..TOP 500..but this time round..judges will do the evaluation and choose who will be going for 3rd round..i'm not going to expect anything since i know we are not that good in singing tho..XDD..whatever it is..just wish us luck ok..^^