AM I THE THIRD PARTY??

erm....am i the 3rd party in this friendship??
i dunnoe...i just feel that way..sometimes...i will feel like...
"both of them like to friend with me or not?"
or...
"am i just a disturbance for them?"
lately...the feeling getting stronger...
kinda sad coz if one of them have stories to tell..
sure, they will just discuss among them two..
after a few days later only i know what happen actually...
haiz...it's kinda complicated....
i know both of them really gud frens of mine...but.....
the way they care and pay attention to me when i'm talking..
seriously, very2 different from my old friends...
they are very attentive and sensitive with each other feelings....
these "new" good frens...sometimes they will ignore my quest just like dat..
feel very hurt when come to that part.....
but i just like.."owh, maybe they din heard what i asked.."
so, i will...ok..never mind...
but they have do this several of times already.....still..i have my patience..
erm, maybe..if i have reach my limit....i will tell.......one day........

-i just feel hurt-

the story behind today competition...

erm, today i've participated in sahibba competition which is kind of the same like scrabbles.....
got 3rd place...hahaha....
and 'he' also participated in it too......ok..
this 'he'...i've watched for him like 2-3 months now...
just dun be able to speak with him yet....
hahaha...'he' is my dongsaeng coz he is 5th former actually...
but i like to see his face ler......tall, handsome, smart boy....haha
ok....after i've finish my game...i went to 'his' table..watching 'him' playing....
that time...i wanna try to interact with 'him'.....just like that only lah...
dun get me wrong ok...my fren was playing in 'his' group..so pretend to go and support my fren lah...hahaha....but actually i wanna see 'him'.....
ok..after all the games finished....laily called me and she told me something....
she said that 'he' was so bad....i mean...laily saw the way how 'he' behaved towards my fren during the game...she said.....i gotta believe in her...of course i believe her..she's my fren..best fren summore......
but i still dun mind...i wanna keep my eyes on 'him'.....hahahaha......

-whatever it is...'he' is still my dongsaeng~

GIVING THEIR BEST......

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