new skin..new mood..new beginning..

i just change to a new layout..my blog is all brand new..did u guys have any idea what time i changed my home?..6a.m in the morning..thanks to the horror movie i watched last night with my friends..i had a hard time to get my eyes closed..haha..then i decided to makeover my site..before, the skin was nice but for me it's too simple and it has only 2 columns..i have no idea how to add another column k..then yesterday (suppose to be today), i looked for 3 columns style then this one was the nicest..as for me for sure..if u had 2 columns skin, it doesn't nice to fit all content in one sidebar only..that is why i need another column to make it look more balance..well, any comments from u guys?..do u guys think whether i should change to another layout or this one is already ok?..

trip..historical..museum..

yesterday, while i was in front of the pc, umie approached me and showed me a msg from my other classmate that we will be heading to the Islamic Museum today (saturday)..i was like what?!..since there was no information about that before..i just plan to get an oversleep..haha..but the plan hafto be cancelled coz of this..anyway, today..umie and i got ready by 7.50am and awaited for ayu and diana before went to the bus parking site..it was a shocked coz only 11 of us out of 30 people in the classroom followed this trip..the rest were 3rd semester students..they were shocked to see us as well..they are under en. azman guidance while we are under mr. saiful fariq..actually our lecturer told us that this was an optional decision when we called him this morning..whether u wanna follow or not..it's up to u..hurm..if i knew about this earlier..definitely will not going..but since that we were already there..so we decided to follow..

after we reached the place..it was still unopened and they decided to take breakfast there since most of them haven't eaten yet..the museum will be opened to public only after 10am..ok..while everyone else was eating..the four of us diana, umie, ayu and i snapped few pictures there..haha..selca-ing ..after everybody already done with their meal, we headed to the museum right after that..i was amazed once i entered..the design is so unique and amazing..most of u think that museum is a boring place, then u r right but it is not for those who really like to know about history and ancient things..the items that were imported directly from their original place were fabulous..very rare and even there are no more things like this in this era.. museum is a oh-so-boring place but for me it is not like that..it is a place where it keeps the historical things so that u can treasure them and make them useful for future reference and let the next generation have the spirit of loving own country..*alamak, patriotik lah plak*..haha..but this is what i think..

p/s: visiting these kind of places aren't bad at all anyway....

misunderstanding that happen..

today, i woke up early preparing to go to class around 7.30am..my morning class finished at 10am and i was free after that..then, syuhada and me planned to go to giant to grab some stuff..my other friend, nurul wanna followed along actually but there was misunderstanding occurred resulting in leaving her behind while she was in deep sleep..she said that she din wanna follow me to go to that supermarket few days back..i asked her umpteen times yet she still insisted of not going..i knew that few 1st answers she gave was jokingly said..so, i din count that few ones..and today, i asked her for the last time whether she wanna tag along or not..and the answer was still the same..ok, i took that as the final answer from her..around 1pm, while nurul was sleeping..syu and me were ready to ride on that rapid bus that will take us to giant..about half an hour later, umie (my other friend yet my housemate) gave us a call which happen that we were already on the bus that time, asked us why we din take nurul along with us..i was shocked coz before, she's the one who said din wanna follow us..the situation confused me a lil while..nurul is quite a sensitive girl..that is why, among my friends, she's the one that i care the most..once she sulks..susah nak pujuk lah..and that makes me always 'mengalah' with her..after syu and me reached giant. we actually 'sempat' ate KFC, paid my maxis, grab some skincare products and even did a mini shopping..haha..before we went home, i bought a set of KFC meal for nurul in order to cheer her up..luckily she want it..haha..
and i promise her that i must accompany her to giant for the next friday..aish..

p/s: when u need to be humorous..u can joke around but when come with things like this..sometimes, u juz need to take it a lil bit seriously..

chicken soup for the soul..

lately..i've been reading Chicken Soup for the soul..i'm regretting of not being a fan of this book before..there are a lot of interesting stories been shared by people around the globe..and there are 2-3 stories that have similar situations like i am..and after reading this book..i've been more positive and look the life from a brighter side..i think you guys should read it too..when i return home..i will grab few of this books from MPH..hehe..one of the interesting stories that i read from the book was 'GUY REPELLENT'..she is the girl who was not have the self-confidence to get near to any guys..she wanted to be closed but there were no guys that interested in her..she felt something was wrong with herself..then later after she read this book, she gained more confidence and just be herself..believe it or not..she found out that there are guys who interested in her..she made a couple of relationship after that..even after she broke up wif her boys..she never regret it coz she was happy for experiencing it..i think i'm in the same boat with her..until now, i can count how many guy friends that i have..hurm..maybe i'm just not that good in socializing and mixing around with the opposite gender..seriously, i have this uncomfortable feeling whenever there are guys around..i dunnoe..whenever i try to be friendly, the situation doesn't turn to be something that i expected..sometimes, i really envy with those who can socialize well..i have no idea till when this situation will last..i guess i should have more guts to express myself well..but as for now..i'm really happy with myself..

p/s: currently, the internet is really suckz and even my broadband can't connect..aish..anyway, i changed my window XP to window 7..the features are nice and i'm still exploring it..XP is easier but 7 is nicer..=)

it annoyed me a lil bit..

i'm not blaming her to be like this but this is the fact..well, she is not a bad girl..she is good but the attitude is the problem for me..i cannot bear with it any longer..i cannot share this with neither my mom nor my other friends..coz i know how it feels being guilty for backstabbing..anyway, i know that most of people around her feel dissatisfied with her..we just keep on hiding it inside..never have the guts to tell her..it happens to be that so call care-for-her-feeling thinking..aish..i know we have to be honest..well, it just that uncomfortable feeling is taking over whenever we tried to tell her..but now i only have the courage to express it through my writing..i'm not a good writer or someone good to express my feeling..so, just bear with me ok..

nobody can denies that she is really an outspoken person..but sometimes being too outspoken will annoy people around..keep on talking and being talkative wherever or whenever..i really can't stand that..it suppose to be just-talk-when-it-need-to..but unfortunately she's not like that..huhu..and plus..she likes to give order around..especially to me..i know she consider me as her best friend and i consider her that way too but does that mean being so called best friend can do anything the way she likes?..

like this morning..she was heading to somewhere and before she went, she asked me who actually in deep sleep whether i want to follow her or not..so i said no..then she went out so i continued sleeping..about half an hour later, she called and asked me to get to her and bring along her pendrive..when i said that i was lazy she forced me..it's really getting on my nerve..well, i'm suppose that most of you hate it when your sleeping is disturbed, right?..so am i..but how can she never think of about my feeling..i'm not complaining but it irritates me much..really..

on the other hand..i can see that she likes following me..i mean like when i brought my camera here, she brought it as well..of course i brought it here 1st..later, she asked her mom to bring for her too..aish..and my headset..she wants to buy it also..i can see that whatever people have, she wants it all..

ok..there goes my lists of dissatisfaction..
i know it is not a good thing to say about other people..but here i just let out what i need to say since i dunnoe what other way to express it..

to the person concern..i'm so sorry if u reading this but honestly, we are friends and forever will be..i'm sorry for not letting u know about this since i'm more comfortable to type them down..and hope that u will not hating me for this..i love u like my other friend..it just that i'm a person who feel dissatisfies for certain things that doesn't fit my style..that's all..